I miss being in Love

I miss having that  feeling you get when you know there's someone out there who's swaying to the same rhythm in your heart 

Someone who looks forward to you as eagerly as you look forward to him

Someone you know that no matter what, so long as he's there, everything else can go to shit

I don't want the one sided kinda love where he's doing all the loving and I'm doing all the smiling...

...it's not enough 

I want the kinda love where I love right back, fervently. 

The kind of love where we cant wait for the work hours to be over, only so we can be together....

...to make each other laugh
...to be silly together
....to kiss the work stress away
.... and just to be with each other. 

It's been a long time. I can't remember when last I felt that way

I miss that

I miss the butterflies 

I miss having my heart skip in love

I miss being in love.